<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806</id><updated>2011-07-07T21:10:40.507-05:00</updated><category term='I love quotation marks'/><category term='TV'/><category term='the way it was then'/><category term='memories'/><category term='Prospective Boyfriend'/><category term='holidays'/><category term='Halloween'/><category term='Music'/><category term='The Roughneck'/><category term='Coffee Date Guy'/><category term='football'/><category term='Heartbreak Town'/><category term='Bosnia'/><category term='5K'/><category term='Boy Wonder'/><category term='School'/><category term='Foaf'/><title type='text'>Delusions and Desires</title><subtitle type='html'>The place for Ruby Soho's delusions, dreams and desires.</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>43</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-8672696527846404740</id><published>2010-07-01T13:26:00.005-05:00</published><updated>2010-07-01T19:53:45.244-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='memories'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>I needed a yellow shirt to wear today.  Looking in my drawer, I only had one.  My Sweden shirt from a dear, dear friend.  I wore it.  And it made me think.Oh, Sweden, how I miss you.  I miss you like crazy.  I was a complete ass to you and I regret it.  I was selfish and impatient and stupid.  I know that there is no going back, no forgiveness, but I wish there was.Sweden's not just a place on a </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/8672696527846404740/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=8672696527846404740&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/8672696527846404740'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/8672696527846404740'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2010/07/i-needed-yellow-shirt-to-wear-today.html' title=''/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-1464373797058935500</id><published>2010-04-23T16:51:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2010-04-23T18:09:50.736-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Music'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='The Roughneck'/><title type='text'>The Wedding Playlist</title><summary type='text'>When The Roughneck and I got married, I made him a mix CD for his wedding present.  It was full of music I like, not so much what he likes.  This is the playlist, complete with videos!  Well, almost all videos.  All for y'all.I even titled it something cool, but now I can't remember what it was and The Roughneck can't actually find the CD.  Oops.January Wedding-The Avett BrothersUse </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/1464373797058935500/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=1464373797058935500&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/1464373797058935500'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/1464373797058935500'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2010/04/wedding-playlist.html' title='The Wedding Playlist'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-8103319058057828950</id><published>2010-02-04T13:30:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2010-03-17T10:20:37.712-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='The Roughneck'/><title type='text'>Geez, y'all! How about an update?</title><summary type='text'>In a nutshell:The Roughneck officially moved in in June.  He ended up paying rent on an apartment he didn't live in and barely visited.  He said it was worth it to live with me.  Although, he complains about lack of closet space.  ;)  How much could a guy have to hang up??I got engaged in July.  It was wonderful!  Right before the 4th of July because he just couldn't wait.  The ring is beautiful,</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/8103319058057828950/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=8103319058057828950&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/8103319058057828950'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/8103319058057828950'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2009/11/geez-yall-how-about-update.html' title='Geez, y&apos;all! How about an update?'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-4176534388338586858</id><published>2009-06-30T10:52:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2009-06-30T11:19:09.615-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='The Roughneck'/><title type='text'>Well, well...</title><summary type='text'>Long time no see.  Almost two months.  And in that two months things have changed.So, last time I was a few days away from seeing Lucero.  Best show to see by myself, hands down.  It was completely awesome.  I'll never regret going to see them.And, on the way back to my car, I spent hours talking to The Roughneck.  He's the guy who works in the garage at church.  I've known him quite some time, </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/4176534388338586858/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=4176534388338586858&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/4176534388338586858'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/4176534388338586858'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2009/06/well-well.html' title='Well, well...'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-6663185513571788266</id><published>2009-05-07T11:31:00.004-05:00</published><updated>2010-03-17T10:24:54.828-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Music'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='School'/><title type='text'>Don't stop Believing.</title><summary type='text'>You know, I was going to come here and write about how down I've been feeling and how I'm kind of wanting to turn back into a hermit, but I'm not going to.  I think I'd rather focus of the good right now.I really just want to put on good music and jump around being silly.  It's a good change from this morning when I almost bawled in the car and couldn't (and still can't) figure out why.What else </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/6663185513571788266/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=6663185513571788266&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/6663185513571788266'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/6663185513571788266'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2009/05/dont-stop-believing.html' title='Don&apos;t stop Believing.'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-6705531931454093905</id><published>2009-04-13T07:53:00.004-05:00</published><updated>2009-04-13T09:00:13.942-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Bosnia'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='I love quotation marks'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='the way it was then'/><title type='text'>Didn't I already say this?</title><summary type='text'>Scenario:  Boy likes girl, girl agrees to date boy.  Boy is very sweet, but girl just wants to date and doesn't want to be his girlfriend and says so.  Boy sends message and ends with "I love you."  Girl flips her shit.  Completely normal, right?Because, seriously, it made me angry.  Combined with his passive aggressive Facebook statuses, it's a little much.  As in, if he couldn't see me, his </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/6705531931454093905/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=6705531931454093905&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/6705531931454093905'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/6705531931454093905'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2009/04/didnt-i-already-say-this.html' title='Didn&apos;t I already say this?'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-5367830491787496889</id><published>2009-04-03T12:29:00.004-05:00</published><updated>2009-04-03T13:26:05.419-05:00</updated><title type='text'>He is 95.</title><summary type='text'>You know why my blog always talks about whichever dude I'm into at the moment and never any heavy stuff?  Because this is my escape from the heavy stuff.  But, I'm so fucking angry and hurt that it has to go somewhere, so here.I live with and take care of my 95 year old grandfather.  I have lived with him practically my whole life.  My mom has done all of the housework and groceries and </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/5367830491787496889'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/5367830491787496889'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2009/04/he-is-95.html' title='He is 95.'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-8153893538821629108</id><published>2009-03-22T21:01:00.005-05:00</published><updated>2010-03-17T10:31:53.355-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Music'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Bosnia'/><title type='text'>I'm tired of being that girl.</title><summary type='text'>Long time, no see.  Lots of bs has occurred.  I'm just gonna jump right in.I'm so tired of being that girl.And now, an oldie, a blast from the past.  Guy adds me on Facebook.  Haven't seen him in almost 10 years, when he dumped me after band banquet.  I'll call him Bosnia.  Anyway, we hang out St. Paddy's Day.  He tells me I really hurt him, he was really mad at me for a long time, but he got </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/8153893538821629108/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=8153893538821629108&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/8153893538821629108'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/8153893538821629108'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2009/03/im-tired-of-being-that-girl.html' title='I&apos;m tired of being that girl.'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-1852755373457681795</id><published>2009-02-13T09:39:00.002-06:00</published><updated>2009-02-13T09:44:22.462-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Hiatical</title><summary type='text'>Right, so, I'm going to be taking a hiatical.  Now, I know that's not a word, but deal.  I'm not going on vacation (OMG, hold on.  I have to change the channel.  Taylor Swift is on.), I'm staying right where I am.  I'm not going on sabbatical, because I'm not taking that long off and this isn't my "career."And I just like the word "hiatical."I'll be back.  Eventually.  I just need to clear my </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/1852755373457681795/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=1852755373457681795&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/1852755373457681795'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/1852755373457681795'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2009/02/hiatical.html' title='Hiatical'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-7764362519747985381</id><published>2009-01-29T13:55:00.003-06:00</published><updated>2010-03-17T10:37:37.126-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Heartbreak Town'/><title type='text'>Fertility and Me</title><summary type='text'>I've been giving a lot of thought to fertility the past month or so.  It is something I struggle with pretty much daily, and sometimes I don't deal well.  Let me take it back for you.I got pregnant when I was 18, almost 19.  Looking back, this in itself, was a miracle.  I lost that baby at 5 weeks.  I only knew I was pregnant because I took a pregnancy test.  If I had not done that, I wouldn't </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/7764362519747985381/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=7764362519747985381&amp;isPopup=true' title='7 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/7764362519747985381'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/7764362519747985381'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2009/01/fertility-and-me.html' title='Fertility and Me'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-5312554170687091003</id><published>2009-01-26T15:20:00.003-06:00</published><updated>2010-03-17T10:40:35.149-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Music'/><title type='text'>I look Fantastic.</title><summary type='text'>I may or may not feel fantastic, but I sure as hell look it.  And the day is dreary and gross, so perhaps I will bring someone some joy because I look so great.I've been out with Repo Girl and Miss M this past weekend.  That was fun.  Went for drinks and then some karaoke after.  And then Repo Girl and I went repoing last night and that was some freaky shit.  Why?  Because we went out to the </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/5312554170687091003/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=5312554170687091003&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/5312554170687091003'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/5312554170687091003'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2009/01/i-look-fantastic.html' title='I look Fantastic.'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-4003943278214841082</id><published>2009-01-22T20:18:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2010-03-17T10:45:07.160-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Heartbreak Town'/><title type='text'>It was over before it even began.</title><summary type='text'>A reminder for the future:Do not announce your happiness as it will turn out to be fleeting.</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/4003943278214841082'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/4003943278214841082'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2009/01/it-was-over-before-it-even-began.html' title='It was over before it even began.'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-201358062014507548</id><published>2009-01-01T13:27:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2009-01-01T13:30:41.899-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='holidays'/><title type='text'>Merry 2009, y'all!</title><summary type='text'>  Lord, make me an instrument of your peace.Where there is hatred, let me sow love;Where there is injury, pardon;                           Where there is doubt, faith;                           Where there is despair, hope;                           Where there is darkness, light;                           Where there is sadness, joy.                           O Divine Master, grant that I may </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/201358062014507548/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=201358062014507548&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/201358062014507548'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/201358062014507548'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2009/01/merry-2009-yall.html' title='Merry 2009, y&apos;all!'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-8907215415843714316</id><published>2008-12-28T18:24:00.002-06:00</published><updated>2008-12-28T19:02:49.197-06:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>"Prayer"Galway KinnellWhatever happens.  Whateverwhat is is is whatI want.  Only that.  But that._______________________________________________________“Divorce”Jack GilbertWoke up suddenly thinking I heard crying.Rushed through the dark house.Stopped, remembering. Stood lookingout at bright moonlight on concrete.________________________________________________________"Two Cures For Love"Wendy </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/8907215415843714316/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=8907215415843714316&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/8907215415843714316'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/8907215415843714316'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/12/prayer-galway-kinnell-whatever-happens.html' title=''/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-240392052376220504</id><published>2008-12-25T13:16:00.002-06:00</published><updated>2008-12-25T13:17:52.514-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='holidays'/><title type='text'>Happy Christmas!</title><summary type='text'></summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/240392052376220504/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=240392052376220504&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/240392052376220504'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/240392052376220504'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/12/happy-christmas.html' title='Happy Christmas!'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SVPcNXLVrlI/AAAAAAAAAF0/RMWrMbn7WZs/s72-c/bjd.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-4982411021792439968</id><published>2008-12-10T00:23:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2008-12-10T00:28:58.489-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Foaf'/><title type='text'>Snow?  WTD is that?</title><summary type='text'>I think it is snowing again.  I know it was snowing an hour ago because I was standing in it and looking like an idiot trying to catch snow flakes on my tongue.  Isn't that what you're supposed to do?  I think so.  I could be wrong I guess.  I only remember it snowing here.....um, never.  I vaguely remember snow on the ground but not falling once.  And the other two times I've seen snow falling </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/4982411021792439968/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=4982411021792439968&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/4982411021792439968'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/4982411021792439968'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/12/snow-wtd-is-that.html' title='Snow?  WTD is that?'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-5019587270913733661</id><published>2008-12-05T17:15:00.002-06:00</published><updated>2008-12-05T17:39:12.640-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Foaf'/><title type='text'>I'd love to say I haven't been busy.</title><summary type='text'>Ok, so this like a fly by post because I'm actually pissed at FOAF today and it shows.  RepoGirl actually said I was in an angry mood and all she had heard was hi.  Deucing stupid deucing idiot. I have been busy.  Do you know how hard it is to pee when you have a dog who is not a lap dog by the way trying to sit in your lap?  So not easy.  And if I shut him out, he whines.  Not little dog whines,</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/5019587270913733661/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=5019587270913733661&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/5019587270913733661'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/5019587270913733661'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/12/id-love-to-say-i-havent-been-busy.html' title='I&apos;d love to say I haven&apos;t been busy.'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-2408480752895945617</id><published>2008-11-26T11:46:00.002-06:00</published><updated>2008-11-26T12:22:43.906-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Meet Spike!</title><summary type='text'>I have been so busy this past week.  I generally don't read or post when I've got Chunk and then you add on the new addition and I'm very tired.  So, who is this new addition?  Well, meet Spike.He's an almost 5 month old German Shorthaired Pointer.  He is not a hunting dog for us, even though the breed is.  As the breeder told me "He's chickenshit and gun shy.  He'd rather lay in your lap and </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/2408480752895945617/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=2408480752895945617&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/2408480752895945617'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/2408480752895945617'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/11/meet-spike.html' title='Meet Spike!'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://lh3.ggpht.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SS2Tf9TSGYI/AAAAAAAAAFs/oiDM37piesI/s72-c/spike.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-3294914156570419003</id><published>2008-11-19T13:20:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2008-11-19T13:35:05.625-06:00</updated><title type='text'>I just don't have any answers.</title><summary type='text'>This morning I got a phone call.  Not too unusual, people do call me you know.  But this was from a girl I haven't seen or heard from in quite some time.  We weren't friends, we were friendly in a parenting class I took.  She was court ordered to be there, Child Protective Services was involved.  She still had her kids, this was just to insure she didn't lose them.  Her husband was a classic </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/3294914156570419003/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=3294914156570419003&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/3294914156570419003'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/3294914156570419003'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/11/i-just-dont-have-any-answers.html' title='I just don&apos;t have any answers.'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-9199282102777646844</id><published>2008-11-15T14:23:00.004-06:00</published><updated>2008-11-16T00:33:14.951-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Foaf'/><title type='text'>Need a lullabye, a kiss goodnight</title><summary type='text'>I have no idea what other things went on.  My memory is a little lacking these days.  I am still not 100%, despite me going out and doing things.  I've not been reading blogs either.  I feel bad, but sometimes things have to go to the wayside and I guess that's one thing.I love the freaking eye candy at work.  So fucking cute.  And I'm smart enough to not get into anything.  Hell nah.  He's just </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/9199282102777646844/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=9199282102777646844&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/9199282102777646844'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/9199282102777646844'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/11/need-lullabye-kiss-goodnight.html' title='Need a lullabye, a kiss goodnight'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-3835776105198254553</id><published>2008-11-05T17:54:00.003-06:00</published><updated>2008-11-08T15:11:49.074-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Halloween'/><title type='text'>I'd like to give a big "FUCK YOU" to November.</title><summary type='text'>Ok, really it's going out to the last week of October, too.  Way to dick me over universe.First things first.  The beginning of the last week of October.  As I was getting those four new tires installed, I went and had Chinese food around the corner.  And guess what my fortune cookie didn't have?  That's right, a fucking fortune.  Should have been my first clue that it was only going to get </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/3835776105198254553/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=3835776105198254553&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/3835776105198254553'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/3835776105198254553'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/11/id-like-to-give-big-fuck-you-to.html' title='I&apos;d like to give a big &quot;FUCK YOU&quot; to November.'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-2232396255028809288</id><published>2008-10-28T16:09:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2008-10-28T16:31:56.524-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Foaf'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Halloween'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='TV'/><title type='text'>It is finally cold.  YAY!?</title><summary type='text'>O, I love Halloween.  This is no surprise to anyone.  What I don't love?  Having my filling break and a possible infection the week of.  Dentist is on Thursday and hopefully I'll be cleared for all the candy I'll be stealing eating Friday.Things I love today:* Having Roadside Assistance.  You see, I had a flat tire last night and forgot that I bought RA when I bought the car.  Came in great to </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/2232396255028809288/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=2232396255028809288&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/2232396255028809288'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/2232396255028809288'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/10/it-is-finally-cold-yay.html' title='It is finally cold.  YAY!?'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-3748890470577319031</id><published>2008-10-25T15:09:00.005-05:00</published><updated>2008-10-25T17:47:35.951-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Halloween'/><title type='text'>How to Carve a Fake Pumpkin</title><summary type='text'>So, I know I keep talking about how I carve fake pumpkins every year.  And I keep getting the "What the Hell is a fake pumpkin and how do you carve it??" response.  I'm here to tell you!  Now that I've gotten my photo stuff to work, I'm a happy camper and can regale you with the awesomeness that is fake pumpkin carving.  Let's Go!You start with a plain old craft pumpkin that you get from Hobby </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/3748890470577319031/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=3748890470577319031&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/3748890470577319031'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/3748890470577319031'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/10/how-to-carve-fake-pumpkin.html' title='How to Carve a Fake Pumpkin'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://lh5.ggpht.com/butterflyprincesslaura/SQOZPSho-RI/AAAAAAAAACk/eJ_uT7tDPFI/s72-c/pumpkin.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-4366999964965223502</id><published>2008-10-23T13:59:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2008-10-23T14:08:10.280-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Halloween'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='TV'/><title type='text'>It's times like these...</title><summary type='text'>that I wish I drank more.I'm sick, again.  I'm tired.  I'm hurt, physically.  Fucking Sudafed should not be taken at night and I should know this by now, but I took it anyway and then never could get to sleep and now I'm just all "ARGH FUCK OFF!" at the world.I took all these pictures for my great "How to Make a Fake Pumpkin" post, but then when I went to edit them, I found out Jeremiah lacks any</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/4366999964965223502/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=4366999964965223502&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/4366999964965223502'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/4366999964965223502'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/10/its-times-like-these.html' title='It&apos;s times like these...'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-7731395748343865547</id><published>2008-10-14T19:07:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2008-10-14T19:30:17.229-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Foaf'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Heartbreak Town'/><title type='text'>Did you miss me?</title><summary type='text'>And I'm back.  Remember when I asked about that mbps stuff?  It was related to the internet.  And not really the internet, but the fact that my router was dying.  New router, good internets!But, I'm currently at a coffee shop with FOAF and he's worried about playing WoW.  Yeah, he's one of them.  He's a nice guy, still not happening.I don't know, I'm still a little bruised.  I'm used to being </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/7731395748343865547/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=7731395748343865547&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/7731395748343865547'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/7731395748343865547'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/10/did-you-miss-me.html' title='Did you miss me?'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-8220424970120798135</id><published>2008-10-13T14:16:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-10-13T14:18:44.073-05:00</updated><title type='text'>I'm out, thanks Crime Warner!</title><summary type='text'>I'll be gone for a few days.  It seems the internet at my house doesn't want to cooperate, so Crime Warner is sending someone out tomorrow to look at it.  While it's been fun at this beverage establishment, it's beginning to sprinkle on me and I probably should go home at some point.  I don't think they'd let me live here.  So, if I don't respond or you don't hear from me, that's why.  I can </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/8220424970120798135/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=8220424970120798135&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/8220424970120798135'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/8220424970120798135'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/10/im-out-thanks-crime-warner.html' title='I&apos;m out, thanks Crime Warner!'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-9170407474490629785</id><published>2008-10-12T17:44:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2008-10-12T17:59:56.847-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Prospective Boyfriend'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Heartbreak Town'/><title type='text'>So when you run make sure you run, to something and not away from</title><summary type='text'>I had thought about posting about how great things were going, in life and with the Prospective Boyfriend, and now I'm glad I didn't because he's not the Prospective Boyfriend anymore.  He's just...nothing now.  And I said it was fine and no big deal.  And tried to make him feel better because he just kept apologising about it.  I wish he had just been a dick about it, at least that I know how to</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/9170407474490629785/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=9170407474490629785&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/9170407474490629785'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/9170407474490629785'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/10/so-when-you-run-make-sure-you-run-to.html' title='So when you run make sure you run, to something and not away from'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-3752453310742592822</id><published>2008-10-07T17:45:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2008-10-07T17:45:44.123-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Anybody good with computers?</title><summary type='text'>and can tell me the difference between the Mbps numbers for wireless and why I keep getting a low one? Winston never had this problem, but Jeremiah is all about the low numbers. Fucking Dell.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/3752453310742592822/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=3752453310742592822&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/3752453310742592822'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/3752453310742592822'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/10/anybody-good-with-computers.html' title='Anybody good with computers?'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-3513486745347186523</id><published>2008-10-06T15:06:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2008-10-06T15:36:59.917-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Prospective Boyfriend'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Halloween'/><title type='text'>And it's raining?</title><summary type='text'>I am a bit sick still and a whole lot bored.  And because of that, you get this.I started decorating for Halloween.  I am currently two weeks behind in decorating.  Seriously.  I know when Halloween is, y'all, but I love Halloween more than anything else.  I've even dressed up once already!  (OK, so that was for the children's Halloween symphony concert I took the kid to, but still.  And I rock </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/3513486745347186523/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=3513486745347186523&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/3513486745347186523'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/3513486745347186523'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/10/and-its-raining.html' title='And it&apos;s raining?'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-7050382218475723696</id><published>2008-10-02T18:19:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2008-10-02T23:05:51.250-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Music'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Prospective Boyfriend'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='TV'/><title type='text'>I've the plague.</title><summary type='text'>Okay, so it's not the plague, despite my rat/mouse problem.  Fucking vermin.  But, I am sick, the doctor confirms it.  Yay.I just want to say that Prospective Boyfriend is very sweet and cute, if a little real world challenged.  After making out for hours on Tuesday (and I mean that literally) he wanted to go to sleep holding me.  While I think that could be very nice, we still have no </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/7050382218475723696/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=7050382218475723696&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/7050382218475723696'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/7050382218475723696'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/10/ive-plague.html' title='I&apos;ve the plague.'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-567520866066059344</id><published>2008-09-29T13:10:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2008-09-29T13:59:45.554-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Prospective Boyfriend'/><title type='text'>Way tired, Way sore</title><summary type='text'>Yesterday was Super Big Music Fest.  I am now exhausted and hurting and so glad I went.  It was Day Three of said event and not as crowded as Day Two.  This is a good thing, I'll get to it in a minute.  We got there before any of the bands we wanted to see started and ended up really liking Nicole Atkins and The Sea.  (This is where you can be all stalker-azi and Google to see where I was.)  We </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/567520866066059344/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=567520866066059344&amp;isPopup=true' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/567520866066059344'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/567520866066059344'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/09/way-tired-way-sore.html' title='Way tired, Way sore'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-6097596027725331530</id><published>2008-09-24T11:28:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2008-09-24T11:50:07.561-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Prospective Boyfriend'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='TV'/><title type='text'>I love Funny Shit.</title><summary type='text'>And this commercial is funny.  (Hit him in the head, Rose!)In other news, I am happy.  Big shock, I know.  Coffee Date Guy can now be referred to as Potential Boyfriend.  We headed downtown to the oldest (and fanciest, oooh) hotel last night for drinks and discussed what it means to be a Whiskey Kind of Girl, which he is not, because a) he doesn't like whiskey (more for me!) and b) he's not </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/6097596027725331530/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=6097596027725331530&amp;isPopup=true' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/6097596027725331530'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/6097596027725331530'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/09/i-love-funny-shit.html' title='I love Funny Shit.'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-7596742389785071068</id><published>2008-09-19T00:31:00.004-05:00</published><updated>2008-09-24T11:52:22.475-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Coffee Date Guy'/><title type='text'>Post Birthday</title><summary type='text'>I'd like to start off with the fact that I had a great birthday.  Fun times.Date Five turned out good.  He grilled steak, I picked up a bottle of wine (Francis Coppola Malbec; it was good).  City of Angels was the movie of choice.  It is one his favourites, but one I hadn't seen yet.  And I really like Nic Cage, so it was fine.  Progress was made during this date.  He put his arm around me during</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/7596742389785071068/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=7596742389785071068&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/7596742389785071068'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/7596742389785071068'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/09/post-birthday.html' title='Post Birthday'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-1165674347382960981</id><published>2008-09-15T21:22:00.004-05:00</published><updated>2008-09-15T21:52:49.055-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Coffee Date Guy'/><title type='text'>He who does not weep, does not see.</title><summary type='text'>It seems I've been in a weepy mood the last couple days.  Nothing major, just seeing parts of Galveston washed completely away and tonight's episode of One Tree Hill.  Ike didn't affect me directly, other than taking my vacation away and making me feel like a fucking prophet because I said it wouldn't hit here.  I think we got maybe thismuch rain, and that wasn't even all over.Date Four turned </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/1165674347382960981/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=1165674347382960981&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/1165674347382960981'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/1165674347382960981'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/09/he-who-does-not-weep-does-not-see.html' title='He who does not weep, does not see.'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SM8fMNYP2EI/AAAAAAAAABo/I_W76d6bvRc/s72-c/2388989783_c07a890ffe.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-706624087477955175</id><published>2008-09-12T21:27:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2008-09-12T22:47:59.127-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='football'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Coffee Date Guy'/><title type='text'>I'm waiting for Ike, what are you doing?</title><summary type='text'>All the prep I've done for Ike?  Beer and queso.  Frito pies.  Beans in a bag.  I'm not excited, I'm not worried.  I'm annoyed.  (I'm currently watching some weather channel and seeing the waves crash over the seawall is breaking my little beach-loving heart.  I was supposed to go down there next weekend for my birthday, but I guess that's out.  So is October.)So, Dates Two and Three with Coffee </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/706624087477955175/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=706624087477955175&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/706624087477955175'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/706624087477955175'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/09/im-waiting-for-ike-what-are-you-doing.html' title='I&apos;m waiting for Ike, what are you doing?'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-2202806147518319427</id><published>2008-09-10T19:30:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-09-10T19:31:19.225-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Change is good, but fuck this shit.</title><summary type='text'>So, Winston bit the dust and I now have Jeremiah, the new lappy.  Winston was completely disassembled, in a box, when I went to pick the new one up.  I did say good-bye, dork that I am.  You know what sucks?  All my bookmarks in Mozilla are gone.  Every blog I was reading, every fun site I went to, gone.  I seriously may indeed actually squirt some tears over that one.And, I'd like my page up and</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/2202806147518319427/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=2202806147518319427&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/2202806147518319427'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/2202806147518319427'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/09/change-is-good-but-fuck-this-shit.html' title='Change is good, but fuck this shit.'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-4422448815444851771</id><published>2008-09-07T15:11:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2008-09-12T22:49:36.022-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='football'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Coffee Date Guy'/><title type='text'>Out like Fabio</title><summary type='text'>I am currently computer-less.  I had to take my beloved Winston in to get the power port redone, again.  So, I am having to steal time and use a public one and that is very icky.This is basically to try to remind me what to write about later.* Second date (and by the time I get Winston back, the third date)* Second football game, not quite as bad as the first.Wow, seeing just those two things up </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/4422448815444851771/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=4422448815444851771&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/4422448815444851771'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/4422448815444851771'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/09/out-like-fabio.html' title='Out like Fabio'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-6017797342478692238</id><published>2008-09-02T16:51:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2008-09-12T22:50:12.468-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='football'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Coffee Date Guy'/><title type='text'>Randomness hits again</title><summary type='text'>First things first, the football game was craptastic.  Seriously.  Did you know that when a player punts the ball, it's supposed to go down the field, not straight up in the air??  And if opposing players are coming at you, the correct thing to do is step out of bounds rather than RUN THE OTHER WAY??  I know this, you know this.  They do not know that.  They need some serious help.Second, I have </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/6017797342478692238/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=6017797342478692238&amp;isPopup=true' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/6017797342478692238'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/6017797342478692238'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/09/randomness-hits-again.html' title='Randomness hits again'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-4868977581330337438</id><published>2008-08-28T15:59:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2008-09-12T22:50:44.815-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='football'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Coffee Date Guy'/><title type='text'>Dates and other Lameness</title><summary type='text'>So, tonight is the first high school football game of the season.  I love football.  As a wee child, I spent many hours playing with my older brother.  I learned to walk on the football field.  I knew every play they'd run before the ball was hiked.  So, yes, I adore football.  I enjoy high school teams more than college and pro.  Number 1, the large college team in my town is full of boys who </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/4868977581330337438/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=4868977581330337438&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/4868977581330337438'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/4868977581330337438'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/08/dates-and-other-lameness.html' title='Dates and other Lameness'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-2025701363610487838</id><published>2008-08-22T14:12:00.005-05:00</published><updated>2008-08-28T16:19:36.719-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Boy Wonder'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='5K'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Thanks for the good thoughts on the 5K.  This is my big yearly goal and it is kicking my ass.  I only walk 30 minutes every other day, but still.  And did I mention that when it's not raining and humid (which is rare, but has happened this week), that it's hot as mother fucking Hades?  Yes....and I am not an early morning person so I walk in the evening, the hottest part of the day.  The </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/2025701363610487838/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=2025701363610487838&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/2025701363610487838'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/2025701363610487838'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/08/thanks-for-good-thoughts-on-5k.html' title=''/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-2807103841043323052</id><published>2008-08-14T16:36:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2008-08-22T14:26:59.391-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Boy Wonder'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='5K'/><title type='text'>For the Love of God, I hate Insomnia!</title><summary type='text'>I always get these really great ideas for posts after I've shut down and am trying to go to sleep.  Mainly because I talk to myself before sleeping, but whatever.  Who doesn't do that?  I could possibly dig out my mini awesome digital recorder thing I use for class lectures and keep it by the bed, but that just means I'm giving in and admitting I'm slightly off.I mistakenly agreed to accompany my</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/2807103841043323052/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=2807103841043323052&amp;isPopup=true' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/2807103841043323052'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/2807103841043323052'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/08/for-love-of-god-i-hate-insomnia.html' title='For the Love of God, I hate Insomnia!'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-6020873536638353494</id><published>2008-08-09T22:58:00.004-05:00</published><updated>2008-08-09T23:21:53.295-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Bernie Mac and Batman</title><summary type='text'>Yes, I get that Bernie Mac died.  Does he really deserve umpteen jillion posts on EOnline about it?  Cause, um, I'm pretty sure George Carlin didn't get as many.  And he's way better.  Is it because he was so young or because he's black?  Or, in reality, is it because OMGBritney hasn't done shit lately to make headlines?  I watched The Bernie Mac Show.  It was good for the first half of season </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/6020873536638353494/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=6020873536638353494&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/6020873536638353494'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/6020873536638353494'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/08/bernie-mac-and-batman.html' title='Bernie Mac and Batman'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1710239619156967806.post-6520221529891780042</id><published>2008-08-09T21:44:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2008-08-09T22:57:36.178-05:00</updated><title type='text'>This is not a Mommy Blog.</title><summary type='text'>I'm a mom.  I'm a blogger.  I am not a Mommy Blogger.  I curse like a sailor and have the all too frequent bouts of road rage.  I have dreams, delusions, and desires like everyone else.Just call me Ruby Soho.I watch too much TV.  I rarely sleep.  Prime sleeping hours are from 7 to 11 AM.  I play Animal Crossing: Wide World to an absurd degree.  John Cusack was my first celebrity crush (Thank you </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/feeds/6520221529891780042/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1710239619156967806&amp;postID=6520221529891780042&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/6520221529891780042'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1710239619156967806/posts/default/6520221529891780042'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://delusionsanddesires.blogspot.com/2008/08/this-is-not-mommy-blog.html' title='This is not a Mommy Blog.'/><author><name>Ruby Soho, DelusionalGirl</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08274260995516001876</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OkLrniFTXP4/SLclrTPzyGI/AAAAAAAAAAk/NSdIaPGCNR0/S220/rose.bmp'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry></feed>
